Dreamer

Hello there! 
How's it going?
I'm fine but I'm also stressed because of school -as always- 
school is getting harder and harder and I have to study a lot. 

As you can notice I'm not respecting the posting day. In fact I told you all I would have posted every Saturday. But I'm not doing as I told and it is not good because the blog is going to waste, so I'm going to write every single day what I do and if I have time I'm going to post everyday. 
I love writing and I like writing in this blog, I created it because I wanted to share my thoughts and most of my life on the internet. That's why I'm going to try to post everyday.
 

 

Anyway, I didn't want to talk just about these things. 
Last Thursday my brother came back home for six days or so. I've not seen him for a year so it has been pretty amazing spending some days with him, he lives and he works in London -which is a beautiful city- and he doesn't like staying here

NOR DO I

I'm waiting for my 18th birthday so I can go away from here. I don't like Italy that much.
I don't know where to go yet.. but I'm going to decide it in the next two years. 

In these six days my brothers and I went around town and we did other things. I enjoyed those moments to be honest.

Talking about school, nothing's changed. I had a chemistry test yesterday morning and I hope it went good because I studied a lot for it.

I'M SURE I MADE LOTS OF MISTAKES. I'M NOT GOOD IN CHEMISTRY

Moreover I had a maths test this morning and I'm pretty sure I messed it up. I don't think I'm going to have a good note -just saying-


FINGERS CROSSED

Every time I have bad grades I think 'what if I were good in everything I do?' I mean, it'd amazing. I'm not talking about school, not just that! I mean EVERYTHING. Cooking for example
As I told you one of my biggest fears is the oven. 
YEAH, LONG STORY

Between my oven and me.. there's anything but love. HE HATES ME, that's the truth. When I try to put something in it suddenly I get burnt.

And it happens just with MY oven.. when I'm at my friends' house it doesn't usually happen. I put things in their ovens without getting burnt.. so I draw my conclusions. 

MY OVEN HATES ME BECAUSE OF AN UNKNOWN REASON AND BECAUSE OF IT I USUALLY GET BURNT. 

So if I were good at cooking I wouldn't get burnt every time I want to cook something. THAT'S MY HYPOTESIS

An other example would be .. talking

I mean, when my teachers ask me something I suddenly become the most insecure girl in this planet. I really don't know why but it happens and I don't like it because everyone thinks that I didn't study.. and it's not true! I study a lot -ask my mom- but my problem is the speech I have to do. 
I always wonder if I were good at doing speeches.

Thanks to my Italian teacher I'm getting better and yeah, I'm pretty much better than three years ago.

So if I were good at talking and at doing speeches I would probably get good notes as well.

Well, I hope you liked this post, let me know.

                        WRITE YOU SOON
Claudia

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I'M BACK

Hello there!
You missed me, didn’t you?
Probably you didn’t but let’s pretend you did miss me hahaha
I’ve not posted last week, again. Please forgive me but I had lots of exams last week and I had to study. Can you forgive me?

However, I thought I already posted something but.. I didn’t so I’m writing this thing quickly as possible so I can post it on the blog.

I’m a good blogger, aren’t I?


                                    OF COURSE I’M NOT HA.

Today it was rainy as well, and I hadn’t got my umbrella. I came back at home from school wet like a fountain. I’m very lucky.
Moreover I had to study the whole afternoon Chemistry and Philosophy because I have other exams tomorrow. TOO MANY EXAMS.

My Chemistry/Biology teacher’s starting to be more polite with us. Should I think it’s a lie? I mean, she hasn’t been polite the three years she taught us and now she came with a happy smile on her face..?

IT’S SURELY A LIE. She can’t have changed so quickly. It has been only a week from her last class and she was angry as well.
                        

 I hope she will stay this way for a long time. It’s better this way.

I’m starting understanding Chemistry by the way, It’s cool! I mean, it’s not boring as I thought it was!

Don’t worry, I’m not going to be a scientist in the future. I would make explode lots of dangerous things. It’s better keep going in the writing way, I think I’m good at it.

Moreover my Chemistry/Biology teacher told me I did pretty well an exercise and I felt like I won a Nobel prize. I felt soooo proud of myself, but I’m also sure this is not going to last forever.

I’ve also had a good grade in my Italian exam. It was about literature and luckily it went good! I’m so happy about it. I’m still waiting for the results of my Art test and I hope it went good.

I did a French examination and I think I’ll know how it went tomorrow morning at school. I hope it went good, it was pretty hard but not that much. We’ll see tomorrow.

As you can notice I’ve been busy with school and I’ve also been out with my friends, but the important news I have to tell you is that in a few weeks I’ll probably put braces on.

Today I’m going to talk about the things that makes my friends/classmates annoying most of the time.

-The first thing is that they can’t really understand why I can’t do lots of day off from school. They only think about their problems –that are not problems.-. they're just selfish.
-I can’t stand the way they act sometimes. They act like they’re better than you, cooler than you.. they just want to make you know that you’re a loser and they’re the winners. They’re not winners, believe me.

-When you get a good grade instead of getting bad grades like they do they start teasing you and saying bad things about you because you’re better than them in something.
  

THEY ARE WORSE THAN CHILDREN.

I can’t stand them sometimes but they’re my classmates and I have to go on trying to stand them for three years yet.

I wanted to talk about other things but I forgot them and.. yeah, I think I’ll stop torturing you with these words..

So.. If you want to Follow me on Twitter and you can also ask whatever you want using #claudiasdiaries tag. I will check it out and I’ll answer every question you make.

I hope you liked this post and I hope I won’t ever be late like that with posting anymore, but who knows? Everything can happen.

Claudia