Dreamer

Hello there! 
How's it going?
I'm fine but I'm also stressed because of school -as always- 
school is getting harder and harder and I have to study a lot. 

As you can notice I'm not respecting the posting day. In fact I told you all I would have posted every Saturday. But I'm not doing as I told and it is not good because the blog is going to waste, so I'm going to write every single day what I do and if I have time I'm going to post everyday. 
I love writing and I like writing in this blog, I created it because I wanted to share my thoughts and most of my life on the internet. That's why I'm going to try to post everyday.
 

 

Anyway, I didn't want to talk just about these things. 
Last Thursday my brother came back home for six days or so. I've not seen him for a year so it has been pretty amazing spending some days with him, he lives and he works in London -which is a beautiful city- and he doesn't like staying here

NOR DO I

I'm waiting for my 18th birthday so I can go away from here. I don't like Italy that much.
I don't know where to go yet.. but I'm going to decide it in the next two years. 

In these six days my brothers and I went around town and we did other things. I enjoyed those moments to be honest.

Talking about school, nothing's changed. I had a chemistry test yesterday morning and I hope it went good because I studied a lot for it.

I'M SURE I MADE LOTS OF MISTAKES. I'M NOT GOOD IN CHEMISTRY

Moreover I had a maths test this morning and I'm pretty sure I messed it up. I don't think I'm going to have a good note -just saying-


FINGERS CROSSED

Every time I have bad grades I think 'what if I were good in everything I do?' I mean, it'd amazing. I'm not talking about school, not just that! I mean EVERYTHING. Cooking for example
As I told you one of my biggest fears is the oven. 
YEAH, LONG STORY

Between my oven and me.. there's anything but love. HE HATES ME, that's the truth. When I try to put something in it suddenly I get burnt.

And it happens just with MY oven.. when I'm at my friends' house it doesn't usually happen. I put things in their ovens without getting burnt.. so I draw my conclusions. 

MY OVEN HATES ME BECAUSE OF AN UNKNOWN REASON AND BECAUSE OF IT I USUALLY GET BURNT. 

So if I were good at cooking I wouldn't get burnt every time I want to cook something. THAT'S MY HYPOTESIS

An other example would be .. talking

I mean, when my teachers ask me something I suddenly become the most insecure girl in this planet. I really don't know why but it happens and I don't like it because everyone thinks that I didn't study.. and it's not true! I study a lot -ask my mom- but my problem is the speech I have to do. 
I always wonder if I were good at doing speeches.

Thanks to my Italian teacher I'm getting better and yeah, I'm pretty much better than three years ago.

So if I were good at talking and at doing speeches I would probably get good notes as well.

Well, I hope you liked this post, let me know.

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Claudia

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